So this makes the 3rd week of the Diva Makeover and I am still going strong.  I’ll be honest a sista really is craving some Sour Cream and Cheddar ruffles right about now!  Overall the program is going well, but I know what’s holding me back from seeing incredible results… I am holding on to shit.  Yes I wrote shit and I mean both literally and figuratively.

The Diva Makeover has two parts: Diva Detox and Divatude Coaching.  The thing about detoxing on this level, is that its more than just taking some supplements, eating raw, and drinking lots of water. We call it a makeover because its about all of you not just the inside of your colon.  The Diva Detox takes on detoxifying 4  MAJOR BODY SYSTEMS (Respiratory, circulatory, digestive, lymphatic)

My intention was to put rigor into my life (sticking to my schedule and meeting my goals) as well as clear out my system.

The rigor is in there, I have been taking the supplements, not eating the restricted foods, and sticking to the plan YAY!  However the clearing my system is not going so well   It didn”t make any sense  because I am taking the supplements and drinking water and “doing” everything right, but the reason my system gets sluggish in the first place has nothing to do with what I eat and EVERYTHING to do with my emotional state.

In meditation, it has been revealed to me that I need to stop hold shit in and say what’s on my mind…to EVERYONE.   Sheesh!  That’s scary to me because I have laser insight and sometimes the truth can hurt!  I am clear however, that it doesn’t serve ANYONE for me to keep all that good stuff to myself and I am in fact hurting myself by keeping all this shit inside.

Now this isn’t license to just run around reading people or telling people off, but sometimes the spirit will convict me to say things, or people will even ask me for my opinion and I just hold back.  That is all over for me!  There are a couple of tough conversations I need to have with people close to me, and I am going to go there.

It’s tough because this is life-changing and my fear is that if I take this stand, it could mean some harsh words and a lot of hurt .  I  my family, but at the end the day, I love myself more!  I will be totally straight about this request for organ donation;  my fears, concerns, and conditions.  In reality I don’t know what they will say, so instead of speculating and continuing to worry myself to death about it, I am going to step out there and see what will happen in real life.  I have to be honest, I am scared, but the thing about being A Diva, is that I act in the face of fear.
Stay tuned for updates!